Looking Into Glass

A journal of questions, thoughts, ideas, and even a few answers that have shaped my journey so far. I seem to keep coming back to the same 2 questions: Who is God? Who am I?

Friday, April 27, 2007

Ever driven on a road with no signs? It can be quite unsettling. It is one thing to follow God when you know where you are going. It is quite another thing to follow God when you don’t know where you are going. My family has done both. We followed His guidance to our hometown to plant a church about six years ago. We stepped out in faith and knew where we were headed. Last summer we once again stepped out in faith and resigned from that pastoral role not knowing where we were headed. And we are still on that road. In fact, this “Road w/ No Signs” has been an even greater challenge to our faith. It has pressed us more than we ever dreamed. Our doubts and questions have been at a deeper level than at any other time in our lives.

If you have ever played video games, then you know that they do not come with instructions. You plug in the game, turn on the box, and then you start playing. You learn to play as you play. For those of us who are older, this is nonsense. I remember playing Monopoly ®, and Clue ®. The instructions were on the inside of the box top. We read the instructions and then played the game. But now the game is learned as you play. It’s experiential learning.

So it is that God is giving us instructions as we go along. We don’t have a plan for the future. We’re not strategizing about a new ministry. We don’t really have a clue about anything long-term right now. Sounds foolish doesn’t it? Honestly it does to me. We are simply doing the next thing in front of us. God continues to bring my wife opportunities for her business. I am preaching at a local church on Sunday. Bills are paid. Meals are eaten. And we still don’t know where we are headed. We’re just following with our eyes closed and our faith open.

How does one follow God when no signs indicate a specific destination? I don’t really know right now, but maybe, just maybe one day in the near future, I will be able to put it into words. But as for now, our prayer is still the same as it was in January – “Yes Lord, we are hanging on.”

1 Comments:

  • At 3:26 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

    Sometimes stepping out on faith is all we have. God promises to never leave or forsake us, but he does not promise you will always see down the road ahead of you. We know His plans are not harm us but to prosper us. Just what is prosperity in this sense? It is not worldly wealth, obviously, but what exactly is it?
    We are also not promised tomorrow. His grace is sufficient for this day and it takes a lot of faith to accept this some times. I just lost a dear elderly friend today. She was vital and healthy (albeit she had just turned 80 years young a couple of months ago) on Friday; full of life and fun. Today she is gone. Just like that, God took her home. She did not suffer some long, drawn-out illness and hospital stay. I have no doubt in my mind that she is at the throne of God today. She will be missed by so many people that she took time to care for. Her only regret on leaving the world was that she did not have assurance that all her family members were going to join her in heaven some day.
    The point is, we never know when God will say our time is up - whether in our living, our place of residence, our job, or our ministry. We just have to keep resting on our faith that He is in control and He is still God. He is not surprised or worried, so we should not be either when we belong to Him.

     

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